Wrath [Gokudera Hayato] (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
righthandsmoke) wrote2009-09-02 09:06 pm
righthandsmoke) wrote2009-09-02 09:06 pm
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THINGS PEOPLE MIGHT NOTICE:
-Gokudera's right arm is gooone. :|a It got ripped off near the shoulder. Luckily his dominant hand is the left so there is at least that going for him.
-For the next in game day or two he'll be a little wobbly walking partly because he's still recovering from the blood loss and partly because his balance is all thrown off since he's suddenly ten pounds lighter on one side.
-Even after he gets used to not having that arm, Gokudera will not stand with his armless side towards people. He'll try to keep that side towards walls or pillars and things like that so he can't be approached on a side he can't defend on. It doesn't actually have anything to do with not wanting people to see it's not there (though he would like it if they couldn't see. 8| He just knows there's no way of really hiding that.) He'll be very irritable if you approach him on that side, maaaybe aggressive if he doesn't like you. :|a
And here is where I get into emotional reaction to losing an arm \o/ At this stage Dera is trying REALLY. REALLY HARD not to think about it. It hasn't quite sunk in yet, and no one really has really directly addressed it yet, so he hasn't taken the time to consider it very heavily. He did try to make a journal entry about the raptors a on day 29 but got too upset even thinking about them and ripped that out. :|a The stance right now is IGNOREIGNOREIGNORE which also means he'll say he's fine whether or not he actually feels fine. 8|a The wound is still really fucking sore and, right now [day 30], he does get tired easily if he does more work than walking around or sharpening knives or easy shit like that. :|a But yeah TRYING TO IGNORE THAT
I mean, obviously he hates it. That was in important part of his body man. And now he's all wobbly and useless and MISSING AN ARM AUGH and he just loathes the feeling he gets thinking about it. He knows this is going to make hunting a lot harder for the team and is pretty aware he probably will be BANNED from it for. A while. He refuses to think forever because NO >E But that's in the future; right now is time to get over being tired and drained (which should only take another day or two) and to work on the balance issue.
This is where things are right now. \o/ How he really ends up thinking about things depends on what happens from here, so I'll just ramble about it again later on.
BUT THEN HE GOT IT BACK THREE DAYS(?) LATER LOL
-Gokudera's right arm is gooone. :|a It got ripped off near the shoulder. Luckily his dominant hand is the left so there is at least that going for him.
-For the next in game day or two he'll be a little wobbly walking partly because he's still recovering from the blood loss and partly because his balance is all thrown off since he's suddenly ten pounds lighter on one side.
-Even after he gets used to not having that arm, Gokudera will not stand with his armless side towards people. He'll try to keep that side towards walls or pillars and things like that so he can't be approached on a side he can't defend on. It doesn't actually have anything to do with not wanting people to see it's not there (though he would like it if they couldn't see. 8| He just knows there's no way of really hiding that.) He'll be very irritable if you approach him on that side, maaaybe aggressive if he doesn't like you. :|a
And here is where I get into emotional reaction to losing an arm \o/ At this stage Dera is trying REALLY. REALLY HARD not to think about it. It hasn't quite sunk in yet, and no one really has really directly addressed it yet, so he hasn't taken the time to consider it very heavily. He did try to make a journal entry about the raptors a on day 29 but got too upset even thinking about them and ripped that out. :|a The stance right now is IGNOREIGNOREIGNORE which also means he'll say he's fine whether or not he actually feels fine. 8|a The wound is still really fucking sore and, right now [day 30], he does get tired easily if he does more work than walking around or sharpening knives or easy shit like that. :|a But yeah TRYING TO IGNORE THAT
I mean, obviously he hates it. That was in important part of his body man. And now he's all wobbly and useless and MISSING AN ARM AUGH and he just loathes the feeling he gets thinking about it. He knows this is going to make hunting a lot harder for the team and is pretty aware he probably will be BANNED from it for. A while. He refuses to think forever because NO >E But that's in the future; right now is time to get over being tired and drained (which should only take another day or two) and to work on the balance issue.
This is where things are right now. \o/ How he really ends up thinking about things depends on what happens from here, so I'll just ramble about it again later on.
BUT THEN HE GOT IT BACK THREE DAYS(?) LATER LOL