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1. That time he saw Lal Mirch naked.
-Remembered running through a forest for ~1 minute before finding Lal bathing in a lake
-Though about catching fish!
-Gained het!11

This memory is pretty useless. :|a Aside from remembering hormones in relation to a hot naked chick and remembering what fish are.


2. Tsuna calling him back from his Varia fight, telling him they should watch the fireworks together again

-Actual scene remembered
-Also recalled EVERYTHING WAS ABOUT TO EXPLODE!11
-Remembers the ring was something very important, needed to prove the win. No other details about it.
-Remembers it being some kind of tournament
-Tenth's name! Also recalls strong positive feelings and feelings of loyalty towards him.
-Self-preservation!11 Sort of.
-Some sense being involved in the tournament with Other People [read: Vongola]
-Guilt/regret at not being good enough to truly win
-sotopped

SO. BIGGEST THING is actually the self-preservation part. :|a Up until now Gokudera has been taking his life pretty lightly what with regeneration and all. But this memory really highlights for him how much doing stupid shit like that will still affect people. SOMEONE IMPORTANT IS SCREAMING AT HIM TO NOT BE A DUMB FUCK. IT SUNK IN \o/ He'll still be pretty dumb if his team is not around to see what he's doing (or other people he may form strong attachments with in the future :|a) but if he knows they're there he'll definitely make some extra effort to be careful.

Then there's the issue of the tournament and weird important ring and some idea that he is involved with Other People. He is pretty sure he was involved with Something. He just has no idea what that Something is or was. But from the things Tsuna is yelling at him in the memory it seems to him like it was something important and close-knit. They were supposed to have all kinds of fun later!!1 Dumb casual fun doing nothing and just ENJOYING LIFE \o/ Those aren't things you do with people you don't like obviously! So it sort of strengthens his concept of teams/units/groups of one nature or another being something you are very close to and can be secure with. :|a He's also kinda wondering if playing in these Sabra games is that different from his normal life considering he was about to SACRIFICE HIMSELF. IN A TOURNAMENT. FOR OTHER PEOPLE. In Sabra it is for memories! But it is a pretty close parallel. Something he will wonder over!

LOSING STILL SUCKS.

And theeen there is Tenth. He does remember a strong sense of loyalty for him, and when he started talking about FUN THINGS!!1 each of those things struck a chord of fondness towards Tsuna in him (because he'd done all those things with him before so they were fond memories |D He doesn't recall them in Sabra though). So he definitely knows Tsuna is someone who was Very Important to him and gets that they must be friends of some kind, but he doesn't know why at all. He does think it's kinda weird that he'd be so moved by childish things like snowball fights and watching fireworks, and he's kinda confused about why he's so goddamn loyal to a guy who would care so much about doing those things, but he is going to go on the assumption that there must be something super amazing about him he isn't remembering. :|a He must have something more badass to him than just getting strong for the sake of doing silly things like that. He's pretty sure he wouldn't follow some total failboat loser.


Blahblahblah I think that explains things well enough for now. :|a If I didn't make sense anywhere or overlooked something then yell at me here k.